all you need is ice!
i've got nothing left. i made a concerted effort to just stop talking to homegirl + then she sends this bs email; straight random mode. what's the purpose of that? testing the water to see if i'm down. that's kind of wack.
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so bell got attacked at sculptured falls today. at first i noticed this dude there that looked kind of familar to me, this was before she got in a fight, then when it went down + i saw what dog it was, i realized that it was this jackass that lives down the street from us, like 3 houses. his dog went after gusto once and go d's foot hammered down on his spine. hate that dog. he tried some shit with bella in our driveway once + he always trips and tries to break the window of the house he's in when i walk bella by. kook.
so the same ish happens as we're down in the greenbelt, trying to relax and enjoy some sun + water. it was a nice day for sure. but this dog had it in for bella. the first attack he just sorta was on her and i got him off. when the dog did it again like 10 minutes later, i had to give him the el choke, cause it was getting kind of old. i told homeboy to get his dog + he just gave me this stupid ass look. wasn't sure what to do in that situation. i'm not gonna tryto hurt his dog, unless it's when i'm getting him off bella + i wasn't gonna go kick his ass either. that woulda been a fun fight, on the slippery rocks at sculptured falls. ahhhh - head, crack head crack. so the dog lurked a couple more times + he got a foot up his ass, but then nuggahlaar and i split.
went and got some dope snowcones at this new orleans place + tig noticed bella had a hole from a bite in her back. it was too late to go to the vet, so i hooked her up with peroxide + cortizone...will get her checked out tomorrow. she's acting kinda weird though, real lazy. i think she'll pull through. she's a tuff'n.
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listening to some godspeed you black emperor!, the skinny fingers album. man, i remember seeing them at the great american music hall in sf + just being blown away. they were super good, i just sat there with my eyes closed.
saw em 2 more times in amsterdam + austin, but it wasn't as good. sorta like sonic youth at the warfield, it's kind of hard to top certain shows.
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i need to knock out some art. either print-outs of stuff i've done or just get a canvas and go at it. actually, i need to stop being a sissy + do some music again, i just can't get it started for some reason. i think there's a soft-synth learning curve barrier and i need to find the ol' mmt8 to good around with the hardware. i'm such a procrastinator.
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miguel says it's the summer of casual sex, but i have yet to partake in the casual nature of it all. i did meet my future wife though, but that's another story + i won't see her again, i recon. maybe in mexico. or cali. or never.
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i believe it is time to start a band. talked to miguel + jake (not the 5-0) + i think my suggested name, al Qaeda, is a hit. now to decide the musicians + music style. i like the idea of mixing sleep with some digital stuff. maybe rock a drum ma-cheen +
some effects.
gotta have some drone, heavy gee-tars too. my ideas are better than my actions.
adios.
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