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the stars aligned and slip-n-slide was a success. i went + picked up depart and a certain brova named pooh to go get the p.a. we set up, i put my king's crown and cloak on over my swim shorts to signify the return of the true master, it was as if osama appeared from the hills to deliver a sonic jihad to all the muslim party people of the world...but closer to me playing old records for a bunch of drunk 20 somethings; it was fun, no one got hurt, the cops only came by once, and we didn't get evicted.
spent sunday doing such important things as sleeping for 10 hrs, getting brunch, sleeping for 4 hrs, going to chicken shit sundays and watching folks watch a chicken shit, went to get some indian food that burned a hole in my stomache, and ended the night with going out, when i wish i wouldn't have.
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got back from rock-n-roll rentals, where i ran into homeboy texas-b-ball playa from delgado's art class last year, good to hear he's doing well. we'll have to see about these new jeans, word.
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bella somehow can read yr eyes + know exactly what you be's thinking. i think she's bummin cause we haven't gone to the park in a while. it's raining, bell'.
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i think i need to start selling drugs to pay for my germany flight, cause the airline industry is in rape mode. i wonder what it'll be like when i get over there, it's been about 2+yrs and i feel like a sucka for not contacting more, but that's how i do and i believe they understand my steez by now, even if there isn't any logic to it. i lack logic on a regular.
i need to cry or something, i swear i don't know the last time i really cried, i believe i shed half a tear about half a yr ago, but before that, i swear i must have been a child. i remember the last time i ever got a spanking, which is when i usually cried, i thought to myself, 'what the fuck are you doing, this shit is stupid', and i just looked at pops, letting my face say what i was thinking. i believe i was 10 or 11, i swear it's been a long time. i doubt it's healthy + i envy people who are able to have that release. maybe i'll just go get real lit one night, pick a fight with some big motherfuckers, get stomped in an alley, and take care of my crying at that time. but being as tuff as i am, it may get in the way of me getting my ass beat. peace to troy cabbot for showing my the way.
speaking of subway, i'm kinda hungry; need to go get my grocery on.
been feeling kind of closed in lately, in situations where before i would just go for it, do whatever i wanted, now i feel like i have to plan and think about a budget, it's kinda wack, but it's more in my head than reality. i think.
i think bella was a speed tweaker in a previous life, she always gettin her wig on, and i don't mean like bald people.
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"1 and 1, we're having some fun, in the bedroom...all day, and all of the night..."
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