the (almost) 1st bj
so now that i'm trying to think back on the details/dates, things are getting blurry, i swear it must've been either the summer before 9th or after, maybe juan (in a million) can help me out. the days of skating in the tx heat all day, watching ohio skateout and savana slamma and langdon's, eating all of his cereal. reminisce.
so we'd crash at langdon's on a regular after fucking around town all day, me pretending to be good at skating, rocking some jimmy z's and a blockhead i'm sure. i wasn't bad, just a puss on big stuff. the days of ray barbee, public domain.
so myself, scott v., and langdang were hangin out in his room and his little sister has this weird little chick staying the night. she was a few years older + that destined-for-smalltown-whore look on her face. so this chick starts acting all slutty around 3 young + impressionable skaterats, and i believe there was already a rumor swirling around the crib that she was indeed a hoe.
so we crash out, bunkbed style + this little bitch comes into the room, talking to us and shit. real strange, ultra slut mode, talking about how she wanted to suck our dicks. what the fuck?! not only are we in general shock, we barely had seen any legit porn, but for this to come up, from a girl that must've been 2 yrs younger than us (you do the math) and on top of none of us having yet gotten anything from the ladies (skaters were trash back in the day). anxiety rushin throughout the room, 3 horny dudes, one early blossoming whore, and no lights on.
of course being the bitches we were, none of wanted to do that, we were scared out of our minds. i swear, that was some heavy shit back then, i sure as hell didn't have those playa skills as i do today (it's a good thing no one reads this shit). so all of a sudden they try to get me to fuck around with her, she's eggin it on, they're eggin it on, d's saying fuck no, no way, fuck that bitch. verbally, with her in the room, calling her all sorts of nasty shit.
so she stays in the room and is persistent as fuck, after a while, just sitting there, waiting, waiting. so i give it a fuck-it and say alrighty then. i hop outta the bed, dark as hell, not seeing anything and go over into the corner with this lil superfreak that'd make ol' rick (rip) proud. of course i'm scared, of course i don't know what the hell is going on, and of course i've got a damned piece of teflon in my pants.
so she's on her knees, backed up against the wall and i finally get the full courage + take out my wiener, grabbing her head, getting ready for some 2001 space odyssey type shit, the new frontier when all of a sudden she starts pushing it away. what the what?! wait a minute, yr gonna say no after all this ding-dong you've been begging for, getting me ready for some life changing event + now you wanna back out? i'm like 'here, just stick it in yr mouth' (so smooth) + she's not budging. i start insisting, saying why the hell did you want to and not now? my shit is about to explode, i'm tense, freaked, and it all comes to a halt when i say 'fuck you then' + forcefully push her head backwards into the wall behind her.
now i knew that was some fucked up shit after i did it. my homeboys heard it, they knew what happened, and you heard 'whoa' and laughter in the darkness. i just stepped off that shit + told that hoe to split. it wasn't right, but her shit wasn't right neither. street justice as they say. man, i can't believe i did that, she's on her knees + i just pushed her head back into the wall for fuckin with me.
she leaves the room, we laugh a bit, langdon ends up messing around with her in the van outside, + i'm still not sure what happened, what her name was or anything. i do remember hearing of her doing the rounds as the local fuckbag a few months later. pretty messed up actually, how does that shit happen sop early...maybe from getting yr head rammed into a wall?
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